Guess

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name i find meaning..

You know that something is wrong when you cry for no reason.Actually,when you have plenty reasons to cry but you shouldnt cause success needs sacrifices right?
Fuck the success and fuck the sacrifices.What's the fucking point being successful when you feel all alone?When everything you are doing is not enough cause the people you care the most can not be with you.Everything is wrong,this day last year everything was so different.
Something is wrong when you have no one to be with when you feel depressed.
Something is wrong when you're talking to pictures,really wrong.
Something is wrong when you are talking to the ceiling and somehow you are always getting the worst advices ever.
Something is wrong when you feel like there is a gab,like something is missing.
And something is extremely wrong when you know exactly that something which is missing.
The worst part is when you cant do anything to change the situation.I guess you just have to get used to it and move on.But what if you dont want to?Then what?